I WILL NOT COMMIT SUICIDE Lyrics

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I am worthy to be alive

I have power to claim my life

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I refuse to dare compromise

My mental for your watered lies

Gave you power to drown out my voice

I told God why did I even have a voice?

Just for you say I won't amount to anything

Where's the hope where's the peace I don't see anything

Your words were like an albatross around my neck

In the mirror I no longer see a reject

I'm in my head again didn't want no one around me

A Still voice inside of me said be here for my family

Cause I knew that's what they deserved

I isolated myself cus I didn't feel heard

Fed me lies that I shouldn't have catered

I will live my life with purpose – all thanks to your prayers

I am not here to leave my legacy on the highest shelf

I confide in therapy Im not really ashamed of help

You won't take away my power for another lonely hour

My worth cant be erased I'm steppin in my power in my power

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I am worthy to be alive

I have power to claim my life

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I refuse to dare compromise

My mental for your watered lies

No more escape

No more escape

I'm here for a reason

I am no mistake

No more escape

No more escape

I'm not here just wasting space

No cutting behind curtains Im fighting for a cause

Who the heck are you to say that I don't belong

Pointing fingers at me like I was in the wrong

You put me thru the ringer but I choose to remain strong

I am healed and I am whole

If you have nothing Nice to saykeep your wide mouth closed

Depression felt like the most loneliest dark road

She snatched the bottle out my hands ; now my life is GOLD

You cant sell me a lie

It's not weak for men to cry

I am steadfast I am unmovable I am not broken I am beautiful

derail me? God has never failed me

I'm done being passive my trials raised me

to keep dialing 988 i know I will be okay

still clinging onto faith I choose to put put down that blade

o keep dialing 988 i know I will be okay

still clinging onto faith

I choose to put put down that blade

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I refuse to dare compromise

My mental for your watered lies

I will not commit suicide

I will not commit suicide

I refuse to dare compromise

My mental for your watered lies