Mental Abuse Lyrics

I know my future is bright

You are doomed

No, I'm stronger than

You are weak

I am not a mistake

You have no purpose

I am a soldier

You are defeated

I am enough

Your tongue was like a murder weapon, never concealed

Pointed fingers at you, never made me heal

Fatal position in my room

Empathy you lack

Waited on your validation, this only held me back

I was the console, gave you the control

The desire to be constant, never felt like the strongest soldier

You told me I sounded desperate as I dried my teary eyes

Thought you were the devil, but you were a blessing in disguise

I learned to love myself, freed for life

Your mind tricks can never ever be my kryptonite

Who gave you the consent to mentally abuse me

I'm not the one and I refuse to let you ruin me

When you questioned my test

I held the coldest regret

Couldn't look in your eyes, my life ain't no Russian roulette

Knew it was time to rip the narrative that I rehearsed

There's still words inside of me reminding me I'm still enough

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I will not tolerate your mental abuse

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I refuse to confide in the noose

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I will not tolerate your mental abuse

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

No, that's not the life that I choose

You told me I was poised and armed and aimed

Refused to live my life, cowering in shame

Double dose of motivation to make it through my nights

Those pills on my counter didn't stop me from saving lives

Woke up and closed my eyes, questioned if I lived a lie

I will use my voice, even if it shakes tonight

Your words can never again have a hold on me

Still lifting my head up high, cause I knew I was deserving

I'm rewriting a different narrative from my life

My inner peace was indicative of the role you played last night

The movie of reality became my master key

Unlock some inner demons, that's a sodomy

Myself with a slot in me, you can never lie to me

Tried to inject your venom, but you were trying to confide in me

But the blessing was on the other side of the zoom screen

Thank God for those who held space when I didn't wanna breathe

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I will not tolerate your mental abuse

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I refuse to confide in the noose

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

I will not tolerate your mental abuse

Mental abuse, this mental abuse

No, that's not the life that I choose

No way

No, that's not the life that I choose

No way

No, that's not the life that I choose

I am enough, I am enough

I see worth in me, and I've had enough

I am enough, I am enough

I see worth in me, and I've had enough

No scheming on me, but God's the victory

Faith is what I couldn't see, this is meant to mold me

What an affirmation to read out from, I'm somebody

Stop playing the victim card, that's not the route I'll choose to embody

I'm so thankful you told me self worth for lifetimes

No longer bitter, my abuse became the lifeline

The real abuse with the utmost grief

Cause last round said if I did it, it would remain on my face

Now I envision a greater tomorrow

No longer enslaved by your words

Cause I finally let you go

I am deserving of inner healing tonight

I've accepted the mental abuse that you imposed upon me

But now I'm taking back my life

It's okay to cry, and it's okay to struggle

But it is not okay to tolerate mental abuse

I urge you to call 988

Why?

Because you are enough