I Forgive You (For Me) ft. Jaime Arin Lyrics

Holding on to baggage, holding on to pain

I deserve peace is what I tell myself today

Through holding baggage and holding on to shame

I forgive you cause I'm not victimized by rage

Do you forgive me

Do you forgive me

Do you forgive me

I forgive you

Do you forgive me

Text you at 3.46 like you're gonna save my life

From the mental abuse I drowned in late last night

Downplayed my depression like it was just a comedy

Had to grudge cause you said that I was being a big baby

Could you please hold some space

Without me thinking I was just wasting space

Tell me yes, how am I supposed to heal

When you sold me an album deal

When I came to you to heal

I passed the professional boundary, I compromised

You told me yes, that my mental health had to wait till 5

A part of me died when we hung up that phone

Cause even in your presence I felt like so alone

We wrote a different narrative, not a victim story

And I'm not less of a man cause I told you I'm so sorry

Forgiveness is what I offer, couldn't take my errors back

I'm through holding you to the fire, expecting me back

I forgive you for me cause closure, yes it's meant for me

I forgive you for me cause God's still working in me

I forgive you for me, suicide's not my destiny

And plus you taught me how to value me

Do you forgive me

Do you forgive me

Do you forgive me

Do you forgive me

When I find myself in the darkest places

Put my trust in God that'll help me make it

I know I'll find a way

Find a way

Find a way

I can't pull out my insecurities without feeling scolded

I told you I won't be silent, I meant it when I wrote it

I chose not to adhere to words spoken when you were told them

Found closure in knowing I'm more than just another quota

You said to grow a pair, yes I said that's foul play

Reclaim my power, cry myself the catalyst for change

To see you as a testament and see what hope remains

As I made amends cause I drew sanity over a mental cage

I'm sorry that you felt like I did all those things to you

I chose to let go because I'm done playing God's side with you

And resentment I no longer harbor

No more rebel slaughter, now I'm learning how to love you harder

I forgive you for me cause closure, yes it's meant for me

I forgive you for me cause God's still working in me

I forgive you for me, suicide's not my destiny

And plus you taught me how to value me

I forgive you

Do you forgive me

I forgive you

Do you forgive me

I forgive you

Do you forgive me

I forgive you

Now I forgive me