Song for a Spanish Wedding Lyrics

Twenty and dumb, so in love

Back then, right before we fell apart

I was never enough

You couldn't be cuffed

To someone as fucked as I was

Selfish, broken, self-absorbed

My embrace is full of thorns

Walked out and you slammed the door

I deserved it

You're still the one I adore

And I cannot be that person again

When I was living in a false pretense

Now I see you, can't comprehend how much you've grown

I guess you're not alone

Still don't know how to let you go

Maybe I still love you

Maybe I'm still thinking of you

Never leave all the memories

Years ago, I left you

Baby, I still can't forget you

Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom

Think of me, and know that I still love you

Years go by and I think a lot

Self-hating thoughts about the love we lost

Now you've come back, and my heart is stopped

But you're just waiting for the other fuckin' shoe to drop, and I

Wanna show you how much I've changed

Rainbow skies and sunny days

But I can't put the past away

I don't deserve this

All my demons are here to stay

Now it's over but I still believe

I'm better now than I was able to be

And we were young, but now we're able to see we're not alone

Maybe this house can be a home

Still don't know how to let you go

Maybe I still love you

Maybe I'm still thinking of you

Never leave all the memories

Years ago, I left you

Baby, I still can't forget you

Maybe the time wasn't right for our love to bloom

Think of me, and know that I still love you

If we learn to live and grow beyond

We just might reach the break of dawn

Happy endings, curtain calls

(Will we end up together after all?)

But maybe it's not meant to last

Let's make peace with the time we had

I'll always love you just a little bit

And pretend that I ain't sad, I

Still don't know how to let you go

Maybe I still love you

Baby, I'm still thinking of you

Never leave from my memories

Years ago, I left you

Baby, I still can't forget you

Maybe I wasn't right for affirming you

I hope the one you love knows how to love you