At Least I'm Self-Aware Lyrics

My mind is made of glass

The spiderweb of cracks, it shakes the walls again

Sometimes I forget it's there

The light comes shining in, reflects across the battle scars I wear

I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding

My smile can be deceiving

I play the hero

But anxiety makes me self-defeating

Oh yeah, I can't

Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care

I might be broken to the core

But at least I'm self-aware

Never got to be a child

My parents hated me, and wished that I was smarter all the while

They had it rough when they were kids, they brought me up the way they lived

And hey, the way I see it, one of us had to go to therapy, so lemme tell you, I'm glad I did

I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding

My smile can be deceiving

I play the hero

But anxiety makes me self-defeating

Oh yeah, I can't

Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care

I might be broken to the core

But at least I'm self-aware

I'm just doing my best to stop the bleeding

My smile can be deceiving

I play the hero

But anxiety makes me self-defeating

Oh yeah, I can't

Pretend the cracks ain't there, but I don't care

I might be broken to the core

But at least I'm self-aware

Yeah