limbo Lyrics

I don't know how I wound up in limbo

I just wanna grab a hold of my reigns

The answer probably ain't simple

But yet I remain in the rain

Every day is the same

I just work and I sleep

All these scary little thoughts

Grow tall with the scheme

That you've laid out for me

Set up behind scenes

Now I scream to the gods

Asking what this all means

Kept your dirty secrets

With a duct tape mouth

Now I guess it's my fault

That we both fell out

You wanna say I'm evil

When we're both hell bound

I tried to show you love

That you begged for, wow

Caught you red-handed demon, I

Didn't get angry, just wanted a reason

I guess what I'm gleaming

You change with the seasons

I'm packing my bags

Yes I'm sure, now I'm leaving

Never coming back again

I simply can't take the pain

You think that we should try again

But nothing left will be the same

I don't know what's happened to us

I know that we were good friends once

Should've never mentioned loving you

Complicated things, now we're both confused

Stuck between a rock and another person

From what you say it's an odd form of hurting

Yet I feel deserted, abandoned and worthless

You keep coming back in my way so I'm swerving

Lost in my path, incoming collisions

Are forming ahead in the form of decisions

Not ready to make but the road I am chosing

Will make sure I'm winning or prove that I'm losing

You said that you loved me, you liar, you promised

Eros shot arrows but I ain't the target

I'm being discarded, disarmed in the darkness

I'm walking in place, this is me being honest

I refuse to say sorry

When I am the victim

A wrench in the cog of

Your villainous system

You built with deception

This shit is perplexing

I wanna take back

All your words I've forgiven

I hate what you've done

Broken legs and I'm limping

I can't take the weight

So I shuffled and shifted

But yet it all crumbles

And falls on my temple

Migraines are killer

Like lead through your temple

Boulders are heavy

But look just like pebbles

I keep internal

Eternally wrestle

These thoughts you've implanted

My love was embezzled

Laying in pieces

Broken and puzzled

Somebody please tell me what to do

Limbo will lead me to being confused

Never coming back again

I simply can't take the pain

You think that we should try again

But nothing left will be the same