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Afraid that you lost me

Well I, don't know where I was to begin with

Begin with

Oh, I been reading them signs

But I can't tell if anything's different

It's different

This time, I'm passing it by

People wondering what's his mission

The mission

Well, I, was going in blind


Avenge me sevenfold if I miss it


He missed it


Target on my back like the X on my tongue

It's already done, we already spun

Spin cycles like the dryer, warmer air in my lungs


Been walking in dung, the shit gets deeper


I'm the prodigal son, lost from the flock


Huffing on straight Ether, no Nas in my gums


Been burning in light, no mas Ella sun 


I'm the eldest of sons


I got people in my circle looking at me for solutions


But I cannot hear their words over all the noise pollution

We've got drama in the scene, and we see violence over seas


In the states it's just a sneeze, blink and swipe and then we're free


Please, the ones above us wanna see us bleed


These, words have been spoken, I'm just hitting repeat


Jeez, but you ain't gonna listen to me


Wheeze, followed by the loudest laugh I've ever heard


Now I'll leave you hurt


Facedown left in the dirt

Like I tell all of my friends, I've been making it work


Regardless of the burns

All the lessons I've learned


And stripes that I earned

Must mean something to someone


Afraid now that you found me?

Well, I, am even more afraid then you can picture


Take pictures

And, I, can't reshape the Earth

So when the mantle cracks, it's just a fissure


Many fissures


So, I, am struggling with the way to make it happen

Still happens

Those, eyes, are filling empty space I can't imagine

I can't imagine

Imagine

A world where we could be free

To dance and to sing

In the middle of the street

No stress on my knees

No ache in my back

Nor mystique in the leaves

Everything has been revealed

By the blood over me

But like Harvard degrees

I'm taking my piece

And demanding all my credit

For the things I have seen

And you better believe

That the boy can achieve

What he wants to put his mind to

It's been hell in between

These ears, these eyes

All the madness they hide

String me out like hide

And you may find out why

I've been known once to lie

Like on my back in the grass

But I've buried my conscious

And left remains of the past

It's something I lack, and struggle to grasp

Tryna keep the fire stoked that's planted under my ass

And tryna dig into cuts, finding pieces of glass

That cast their own reflections, cut deeper than the gash

Crash, cycle broken like no cash

Bash, back of your head then snatch

Dag, why they have to go and do that

Dab, take another drag and pay tab


Don't know where I was to begin with

Don't know I-- Warr