spine Lyrics

I'm just looking for a safe space outside of my mind

A familiar place that cared if I live or die

And depending on the days, I can't change my mind

If I tried, but I

But I feel it in my neck

Down my spine, it makes me sick, it's like a chill

Or something like a tick, I can't find, I can't find

And I can't un-hear the sirens, the wind blows the same fucking windchimes

And time is flying, can't find it, I can't find

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

(I'm getting older, can't wait for better days)

Find, Find, Find

(I'm getting older, can't wait for better days)

I been staring down the balcony for years

My spine is broken cause it's held up all my tears

But I'm not complaining, life keeps on changing

And everybody gets to be free, except me

Do you see what I see?

So what do I do now?

Nobody wants to hear the truth now

Feels like I'm back to my youth now

Hands clean

Painted as the suspect, I suspect

Yes, everybody's going through some things

But what about me?

Cause I feel it in my neck, down my spine, it makes me sick

It's like a chill, or something like a tick,

I can't find, I can't find

And I can't un-hear the sirens, the wind blows the same old windchimes

And time is flying

And I'm getting younger

Time is flying

Yeah, I feel younger

Time is flying

I'm feeling younger, can't wait for better days

Time is, time is

I'm feeling younger, can't wait for better days

Time is flying

I'm getting older, can't wait for brighter days