Depths of Me Lyrics

Xavier moved to Arizona

He did the big thing none of us could ever do

Cause there's a whole wide world outside of Staten Island

Oh Staten Island's a grain of rice compared to where we've never flew

But if I could go back to Play Station 2's and summer nights

Before the 9 to 5's and the ruthless life-altering fights

Would I? Or Would I not?

Without it, who would I be?

Would I still know the depths of pain?

Would pain know the depths of me?

Oh I used to think my heart was made for trauma

A museum for broken souls to put down their weight

So I let everyone use me, come and take whatever they needed

My love is free, and they'll still write me as they please

16 and stuck in the rain, hit the puddle and splash

22 out in LA, wearing a mask

And if I could go back in time, like, 2009

Way before Xavier moved and all my screws went loose

Would I or would I not?

Without it, who would I be?

Would I still know the depths of pain?

Would pain know the depths of me?

Would I still know the depths of pain?

Would pain know the depths of me?