Like I know the meaning Lyrics

I've been dying to spend time with my father

And the girl I'm head over heels for can't be bothered

At the hands of a self-proclaimed, self-righteous daughter

I can't promise the altar

I have nothing but love songs to offer

But she tells me, "Take your time"

I'm just sitting in silence, wondering why

Why the hell I can't quiet the violence in my mind

Flags around the room, they'd be orange regardless

Apologies, my love, I don't mean to be jarring

But I'm fading, almost two decades in

Somebody once told me, "Hell is a beautiful girl"

But it's twenty-five past, she's scratching my back and I have not one complaint in this world

Someone once told me, "Heaven was in her eyes"

And I think I'm feeling like I know the meaning in that line

I guess

Does that make sense?