Couldn't Believe My Eyes ft. Prod. Mailroom Lyrics

I don't know what I was meant to do when I caught you in all your lies

I know you made me meet my goddamn demise

I couldn't believe my eyes

Now I run away from my heart today

Wishing that I could be

Something different than what I believe

I've changed into inside the scene

I know I told you that I didn't wanna feel love

And you said that you would change that

And I know that you did, but then in the worst ways

Cause I know you truly made me rearrange my heart

For you

Just for you to tear it apart and do the same thing as anybody else

And I'm through with all these games

I don't do love, people say

Why you make all these sad songs

Cause I know what this real world is, it turns you cold

I wish that I could grow, but I can't seem to break this mold

I'm feeling like I cannot be the same man I was before

I gave my spark to you

I know you extinguished my flame

I feel like I've been used

I just wanna be okay

I don't understand what I'm really meant to be

I've been feeling like I'm lost again, I'm fucked up mentally

Someone tell me where I'm meant to go cause I'm losing my mind tonight

I wanna be alright

I know that I hide out

From everything that's going on right now

I'm losing it, I wanna be something different than what they all see

I know I can't seem to find

I cannot find the place where I'm truly meant to go

I'm feeling like inside of my heart and inside my soul

I'm trying with everything that I have ever known

But I'm just left here feeling lost and alone

Wanna be fine, but I know I'm losing my mind tonight

Someone tell me why I hide away inside