So Many Crazy Things ft. Ryini Beats Lyrics

In this life I've had to lead

I've seen so many crazy things

That you would never believe

Now I try to find my peace again

Don't know if I really had it in the first place

But I just wanna make it to the end now

Feeling like I'm falling down inside

Thinking about times when I was just a child

And I needed someone there

I know that you said you would be

But then you left me scared, cold and alone

Nowhere I could go

I was wishing I was able to have a handle

But I'm all gone

Feeling like I'm so lost now

I'm stuck in the background

I can't get the old me back

Now I've been so stuck in my ways

So stuck in these days

In my head

I'm running away again

From everything I know now

I wanted you

But I'm sorry for the way things had to go down

I wish that I could be something different

But I know now I'm tripping over my own selfie

Just trying to run away from my thoughts

Feeling like my laces are tied

They trip me up

I wanna be fine

I know now recently in my mind

It's been in a rut

I wanna be okay

I don't know what to say

Won't someone help me now

I'm running from my heart

My soul is down

I know that it kills me slowly

How

How do I fix this

Tainted heart of mine is broken down

It's made of ice

I wanna try to be okay again

I don't know what's going on with me

I'm lost in my head space

I know that I'm tripping and I'm falling in this maze

Now I create it for myself

So I can put myself through hell

I don't ever mean to

But I'm just a self-sabotage king

And it's what we do

Fuck it up for myself

So you don't have to