Live for what you Have ft. Ryini Beats Lyrics

Where am I in my heart tonight

Running away from everything inside

I won't ever find my way through

Now I wish upon a star

To be okay again

But I know now

I've been feeling like I've been falling

I remember times when I really had no one by my side

I was all alone sleeping on the concrete, that's right

I had my brothers too far away

Family all fucked up inside of the brain

We don't know where we are meant to be

We're all just kids that grow up in the city

Don't really ever know what's going on

We feel like we wanna be alright

But we can't move along

From all these dark thoughts that leave us feeling like we're destroyed

In our heads we wanna find our way to the end

But in the end time I know this is a losing race

We'll never find the right way to go

It's still a death race in the end of the day

That's the final outcome

We all die and lay in our grave

So you might as well live for what you have now

I know I'm falling down

I just wanna pick myself up off the ground

I've been all alone now

I just wanna find out

This place where I'm meant to be

Okay I'm feeling down inside

But I know I've been trying

I'm feeling fucked up in my mind

But I know it's not my time to die yet

If it was I would've been gone too long ago

So now I'm just trying to find my purpose

Find my way through everything that's going on

In my head or in my heart

I run away from everything I face

I'm not okay

I'm breaking down again

I don't understand

How I'm meant to find my real way out

When I've been breaking I'm shaking

I'm terrified in my knees

I don't understand what's coming next

I'm trembling I can't get out of my head

I just wanna be alright

Feeling dead

Let these clouds leave my mind

Insomnia got me choking on the words unspoken to you

Now I just wanna figure out what it means to be me in the end

Cause I'm led astray