Just Wanna Try ft. Prod. Percy Lyrics

Why do I always have to feel the fall? I can't get the rise. I know I stand too tall just to crash down in my mind

I'm lost, and I'm never coming back. I'm too destroyed, lost inside my head

Never coming back now, stuck inside the background. I just wanna be okay, but I know recently I just run away

Cause I can't feel emotions, can't feel love. I've been too hopeless. I know I'm choking on my words

And I'm done with the way that I think. I'm looking too absurd in this life for what I've been trying to lead

I know everybody wanna talk, but nobody really see this place that I really had to be

Darkness in my heart, I know that I start to scream out too loud. No one hears me now, I just wanna be okay

But I've been way too fucked up. I don't really feel like I can have love. I just wanna try to be able to rise above

But I know I'm too gone. I'm feeling done with what they all say

Everybody wanna talk, but nobody wanna play. I've been working way too hard, falling down way too far

I know when I gotta dream, I gotta shoot for the stars. Even if that means I'm about to crash down way too hard

I might overdose tonight, feeling like I've lost my mind. I wanna try to be alright, but I know now that I hide

Hiding away from a heart, my soul, I know I feel cold. Tell me where I'm meant to go, feeling like I'm low

I just wanna grab a hold of the person that I was meant to be. But I gave in to you and you decided you wanted to leave

And now I'm fucked up in this scene. Told you I didn't wanna feel love. You said that you would change that

And now I'm feeling too fucked up. My mind, my heart rearranged inside

Feeling like I'm never really able to find where I'm meant to be in this life. I've been stuck in this darkness, no more light

I just wanna try to be alright