Mama Lyrics

I don't need no intro

Aww you know the matters

Venoxified

Uh

Hey mama I guess you know am grown now

I do a lot of things I kinda womanize now

You and daddy taught me how to preach

But the huddle ain't easy I'm really sorry I had to switch

Alcohol and cannabis had a lot of influence on me

A son of God but I let the devil put his hands on me

Felt like I was meant for defeat

It kinda sucks hommie

It's not the life I chose now I've got all eyes on me

At 9th grade I met the love of my life

She was sharper than knife I thought I met my wife

Whoa

A deep ocean I was ready to dive

Shit was deeper than life

Nigga I barely survived

Yeah

But that's how the story goes

From lovers to friends that you barely know

A couple months later I could barely hold

Sipping Hennessy and vodka I could barely move

I got a girl pregnant, I couldn't think proper

Damn I'm too young I shouldn't have a baby mama

But am I supposed to take a life

Manslaughter

It's evil pray for me ma

I'm loosing my mind, I'm outta control, I'm selling my soul, I'm shooting point blank, I'm missing my goals

I'm scared of my balls, I'm tryna be strong

It's hard to belong

I need light for the darkness deep inside my soul

I'm a monster it's not a maybe

Cos last night in my dreams I killed a baby

I hope it's not a prophecy cos I can't relate this

Cos if it is, it is finished am I the devil? I'm confused lately

I hope I bless and I don't curse

An old woman told me last week that am now worse

Peer pressure on me I think I'm Starbucks

I don't see the bigger picture all I see is passport

My lifestyle draw attention with a rough brush

Bad thoughts triggers my adrenaline rush

I change women more than I change my toothbrush

Committing felony kinda seems like my gold rush

I'm no longer the son my mama prayed that he shines

Followed bad friends and got lost on the line

I have a bad character that shit is undenied

I hope you see me for me mama, forgiveness is divine

I hope you see me for me mama

And not who I've become

I'm even scared of who am becoming

Venoxified

You know the matters