Dear _____ Lyrics

Dear ****

I guess it's only right I start this prose with you

You're the why for everything I'm going through

You're the crying I let out when I ask what I'm supposed to do

And yell at the stars

The drywall I'm punching holes into

You're the reason every single calendar I circle 3

Cause that's the month we started seeing one another every week

And it's the month that you done called me and told me our futures bleak

And that's the same month I said I'm done with drinking

Cause I hit it too hard

I really hope you're proud of yourself

You created a new man but you're a shroud of yourself

While I was writing this new record you just sat on the shelf

While you gathered your brimstone

I was a bat outta hell

And now I'm madder than hell

Cause I just saw a couple shooting stars

Laying in my driveway and tryna write this stupid song

I saw my first with you and that's a memory I'd lose if I could

At least the moonlight ain't something you had ruined, huh

always thought you're bigger than that

So unconcerned with life

Pictures in the mirror tryna work the lights

But not a single angle's gonna take away that hurt at night

And when you meet your maker

I hope he turns the knife

Dear ****

Quite the dilemma I was met with

You're the reason that I shoulda learned my lesson

Fresh up off a breakup

I had met you as a starry eyed freshman

And now I'm proud to say that you're my best friend

But I'd be even prouder if I was a man and told the truth

But I never did

I was nervous you would ghost me

And if my options are to be your friend or end up lonely

Then I'd end up in my grave with you believing we're just homies dude

I'd sacrifice my life just so I'd never lose you

I mean I kinda did

To you that's nothin unusual

Every new man I try to tell you he's a loser

Cause he usually is

But I'm kinda jealous if I'm really being truthful

And that time in 2018 when I saw you in that bar

And everyone had left it was just you and me, a couple broads

And the DJ and we danced as if the night had only started

Then you kissed me so I stayed because the floor had met my jaw

That really did some damage

Confidence in such a sunken state

That I convinced myself that it was friendly

Just a drunk mistake

And though our friendship means the world

I wouldn't trade it for a kiss

Because of you I spend my days head spinning with what ifs

Dear ****

I'm sorry for the rift I'm bout to make

But you can't be another ****

Can't afford no more mistakes

So even through our time together where you're telling me 'bout dates

You're going on that make my stomach sink

I need to know my fate

It's such a shame ain't it, shit

Your one and only sober friend

Is 'bout to make his big move and make you question his intent

A best friend you're soon to be

But I fear that it's soon to end

I'm doomed to lose a friend

I'm sorry but it's time the truth be said

Please don't take this as confession

I get hesitant and cold

Maybe I won't even say it, shit

You already know

So why jeopardize the friendship by saying what I wrote

I'm sorry that I'm so in love

I'm sorry that you have to know

I'm sorry that you're bout to lose a pal, don't even have a clue

And every past conversation's gon' be ruined

Cause the new best friend you think you have is just another dude that's prayin you

Will be the one to say

I do

Dear ****

I'm the Brutus to your Caesar, I know

Lying to you cuz I love the chase

It's hard to let go

When you told me you had feelings

Well I didn't say no

So I could keep you on that string

I ended up goin ghost

It wasn't fair to you

I'm sorry this is how you're gon' hear it

Too much pride to call you up so I just write it in lyrics

Though the friendship's probbaly over cause of this

The spirit of what I thought we used to be will live on, I love it dearly

Dear ****

That tequila had me thinking it's real

But it's best if we don't speak

Can't keep spinning our wheels

And what our families would think

That's a whole other deal

So I'mma keep you at a distance with my feelings concealed

And if your name is in this song consider this an apology

Except for the first verse cause you're the source of the problem

Cause I'mma either hold it in and kill myself in the process

Or hurt your feelings when you realize you were never the object

And if you all could write me back

I swear I'd read every letter

Look between the lines for evidence that I can be better

Just a glimmer of a hope that I'm a lovable man

Cause right now, it's up in the air