Scenes In Winter by Moonlight Lyrics

It's like all the stars have conspired

To get together and fall to the earth

It's like a new day you never need me

Perpetually lost inside this mind since birth

So meet me halfway or no just leave me

Conceded indeed you see this world isn't yours

But sometimes I know when I'm not needed

So I sit in the cut await a call just like hers

Most of the time I sit completely numb

Feel nothing at all

It's the only way I can get through all these days

Without taking a fall

I fall through paintings of Vincent Van Goh

Haunting with splashes of color

You see my heart just bleeds and bleeds it kind of smothers

Any oxygen that I uncover

There's not a cure

I'm barely making it

It seems I'm on

Borrowed time

And If I borrowed it

Who should I return it to

Not you

Surely there's a line

Your the cause

And I'm not faking this

Falsify

And I'm not taking this

I'm fed up with death

By a thousand cuts

I see a picturesque scene and wonder

Why that can't be us

Cause you're playing

I'm just saying

It's like the sun is conspiring against me

Burning me way before my time

I had to listen to you stretch and bend the truth

Making me question myself not so fine

Yea I'm swimming upstream against doubts and self hate

Trying really hard not to drown

Here's the twist I never really learned to swim

So I'm lost perpetually falling down

Habitually you consume and discard cause you don't know

Just how hurt I am

You see I make through most days by turning off my thoughts

My heart and I can barely stand

I stumble through paintings Francisco Goya

Cause inside I'm going through upheaval

You see my soul just bleeds and bleeds it kind of smothers

Any oxygen there is not a sequel

There's no encore

See I'm barely making it

It seems I'm on

Borrowed time

And if I borrowed it

Who should I return it to

Not you

Surely there's a line

Your the cause

And I'm not faking this

Falsify

And I'm not taking this

I'm fed up with death

By a thousand cuts

I see a picturesque scene and wonder

Why that can't be us

Cause you're playing

I'm just saying

I'm just saying

I'm just saying

I'm just saying

I make it through the days telling lies to myself but I'm running

So I don't really care

I don't need you and your words so hollow

It's like you're never really there

The shadow of despair passes through a gradient

From like to dark how it enters

And see we've been through Spring, Summer, and Fall

So what's next is the winter

So save your tears falling down your face

They freeze on your cheek as they fall

You see I'm way past hurt way past forgiveness

I can't understand this at all

I'm in the winter of my feelings I sit here on the precipice

Just waiting for them to thaw

But they're raw

And exposed to the elements

I wanna see

what you saw

I'm freezing I'm bleeding

I can't make up my mind

It's treason

To my soul

My heart betrays every time

There's a reason you don't feel me

The truth is glaring at you

It's because your damaged and broken inside

And see that fact I'm tryna get through

But save your tears falling down your face

They freeze on your cheek as they fall

You see I'm way past hurt way past forgiveness

I can't understand this at all

I'm in the winter of my feelings I sit here on the precipice

Just waiting for them to thaw

But there raw

And exposed to the elements

I wanna see

What you saw