Untethered Deception Lyrics

I have no choice but to hate you

You gave me nothing but pain

I gave you my life

My heart sacrificed

And you poured it all down the drain

I thought my friends would help me

But you had poisoned their brains

So I was left on my own

Nowhere to call home

Slowly dying at the sound of your name

I can't believe I fell for it

The promise was so sweet

Years together maybe forever

I kissed the soles of your feet

What the fuck was I thinking

How did I not see it then

You conjured me so easily

And now I don't even know who I am

I.... I wasted so much time

I gave you my life

And now there's nothing left of me

I have no choice but to hate you

You gave me nothing but pain

I gave you my life

My heart sacrificed

And you poured it all down the drain

I thought my friends would help me

But you had poisoned their brains

So I was left on my own

Nowhere to call home

Slowly dying at the sound of your name

You knew what you were doing

Hiding your tricks up your sleeve

And everything you said to me

Was something I truly believed

But now I lie here helpless

And my friends don't give a damn

The thorns I grew because of you

Left scars in all their hands

They had nothing left to say

I was so wrong to stay

And now there's nothing left of me

I have no choice but to hate you

You gave me nothing but pain

I gave you my life

My heart sacrificed

And you poured it all down the drain

I thought my friends would help me

But you had poisoned their brains

So I was left on my own

Nowhere to call home

Slowly dying at the sound of your name

Why on earth would anybody

Fall so short so effortlessly

No reply or testimony

Nothing left when everybody hates you

For who they think you are

And nothing saves you

Even when you tried so fucking hard

I'm worried about you

You have a problem

You are going down a dark path

How could you do that

Don't mind me I'm still trying

To climb out of your hell

With no one left to mourn my death

I can't lose anything else