Crossfire Lyrics

I've cast lots with the devil

I can't do this myself

I was staring down the barrel

Another day of staring through the wall

Crying from within

I can't say anything at all

Broken with no one to speak to

Frozen alone when I need you

Violence infected in my mind

Silence, I scream on the inside

I don't know if it's in the cards for me

I'm nothing that I wanted to be

The pictures and the wedding cake

The promises I know I'll break

Mother, throw my ashes to the storm

Let me go

Don't chase my memories in vain

Leave me there, forget my name

I've cast lots with the devil

I can't do this myself

I was staring down the barrel

Terrified I'd end up in hell

You were there in the crossfire

Watching me disappear

And I never saw your face but

Somehow I knew you were here

Lost in a sea of faces I should know

Paralyzed and hopeless

I have nowhere else to go

Faking control on the outside

Wasting my heart on a lost sight

Weakness. I wither away in pieces

But no one will listen

I don't know if it's in the cards for me

I'm nothing that I wanted to be

The pictures and the wedding cake

The promises I know I'll break

Mother, throw my ashes to the storm

Let me go

Don't chase my memories in vain

Leave me there, forget my name

I've cast lots with the devil

I can't do this myself

I was staring down the barrel

Terrified I'd end up in hell

You were there in the crossfire

Watching me disappear

And I never saw your face but

Somehow I knew you were here

I knew you were here

I've cast lots with the devil

I can't do this myself

I was staring down the barrel

Terrified I'd end up in hell

You were there in the crossfire

Watching me disappear

And I never saw your face but

Somehow I knew you were here