RENDEZVOUS Lyrics

Forging a fortress of armor to hide in

I'm blinded behind a shield, scared of the violence

I promised you love, I can't conquer this debt

Seek to retreat, is there honor in death?

Off the harbor I leapt

To swim though ripples of memories you left

I will swim to the depths

Thread of silk, tightly twinned around my throat

I'm laughing with friends even though mine are ghosts

Craft my own system, or enslave to others

Pessimistic like I been made to suffer

Instead we build walls and draw lines in the sand

Holding and closing doors instead of hands

Shriek of the hinges, reap with a vengeance

Weaponizing words, and keep screaming when I am dented

I think of you in all of my songs that I will resent

And I know you're the only one who knows what that shit meant

Rendezvous when I fall down

You don't know what I know now

I'll be here when the ship sinks

You'll be here when my ship sinks

Bridge will break, I hope that you can swim

I prayed to god, I'll never do again

And I don't know if the current bends

And I don't know where the river ends

Sinking in the sink

When I lost faith, I became afraid

I became the blade

I can't swallow waves

And I lost my way

Rendezvous when I fall down

You don't know what I know now

I'll be here when the ship sinks

You'll be here when my ship sinks

Bridge will break, I hope that you can swim

I prayed to god, I'll never do again

And I don't know if the current bends

And I don't know where the river ends

If I don't know where the river ends

Then I'll never find home again

I don't know if I can make amends

I don't know if we can make amends

Assembling fragments of crumbs, and what's left of us

Spew malice from tongues, as we become dust

I clung to nature of violence

Preferred over solitude but now we divided

So all that I'm left is aggression and silence

And pride that I siphon

I been made for fists and I been made for violence

You say I don't know rage, but I been trapped inside it

You'll identify my body when I wash ashore

The same beach, you and me had explored before

The shore we were mangled and mourned

Destined to die on the beach we were born

Rendezvous when I fall down

You don't know what I know now

I'll be here when the ship sinks

You'll be here when my ship sinks

Rendezvous when I fall down

You don't know what I know now

I'll be here when the ship sinks

You'll be here when my ship sinks

Bridge will break, I hope that you can swim

I prayed to god, I'll never do again

And I don't know if the current bends

And I don't know where the river ends

Sinking in the sink

When I lost faith, I became afraid

If I don't know where the river ends

Then I'll never find home again

I don't know if I can make amends

I don't know if we can make amends