AVARICE Lyrics

Gazing in his eyes was like narrow windows into overwhelming realm of avarice

It's hazardous to laugh at this

Cuz i'm a rabbit forever chasing on the carrot stick

I stare at it with hungry eyes and a pair of fists

All my action fuels the fire, churned and eternally burning

Condemned to a life of searching for a nomadic destination

That is always just a fingertip beyond my grip, these endless aspirations

I shuttered studying him cuz his pupil was a claw

Denied the image that i saw

His visage was immoral and alone

But maybe gazing in his eyes is a portal to my own

Reflections that i tried to wipe away

Smearing the face that was really clear as day

I fear the traits that i can't smear away

Whether or not they're what got me here today

Please sedate this hunger

Please sedate this hunger, cuz i need to save my brothers

And my lover, i can't stand to watch their knees break and suffer

Please sedate this hunger, cuz the greed will make me number

I cannot outrun the time, they decrease the days of summer

I betray the color revealed on my face

I'm more tired than the confidence i chase

Petrify my hide, cuz i'm terrified of tides

My fear of change is a curse that im forever tied

I can't seem to get away

I can't seem to get away

And they can't seem to separate me from jid

I tell them that they're different entities and not the way i see

Heads and tails sides of a single coin, dinged and indented

Indebted to the bend that i had treaded

It'll end if i would let it, prophetically dreading actions

That i know i'll be regretting, yet continue off the ledges

I wonder where my head is

I been impairing all my senses, i am tempted to be reckless

My drive had pushed me to incredible feats

Now i'm lazy and my body feeling weak

Limping through the week

In the worst shape i have ever been

Shit, my hygiene even lesser than

My hair been growing out, metabolism slowing down

If you didn't notice well i guess you know it now

I never gave a fuck what they had thought but now i can't pretend

Please don't notice that im wearing all these clothes again

Fuck i need to shave, nevermind i need to study

Fuck i need to fix my car, nevermind i need some money

Need to see my friends, im nothing without 'em i won't even lie

Never mind i need to promote albums i don't even like

Fuck i need to take care of myself before i subdue

Nevermind i need to call to prove i love you