CAFFEINE Lyrics

You tip toe along a withering bridge.

The path beneath you shakes as worry floods your face

The doorway from which you entered this place lays behind you

But each pillar of wood cracks and caves once you step off of it

There is no turning back

The doorway that you approach is opaque

Your destination unknown

There is nowhere to go

Only then and now

You are

Forever tethered

Between thresholds

Wake up in the morning with a gun attached

Outrunning bullets, man im numb and trapped

Man the doctor that said im acting strange,

And i been a dick like Cumberbatch

Chaotic, they audit me with a notepad

A nomadic soul and they holding my throat and they know

That the rope is restricting my growth as i

Drift to the coast and i slip to a ghost

Dream of lifting off now i twist and toss

Every night when i am in this bed im lost

Gasping for air as i navigate waters

Drawing my blood to fabricate slaughter

Sinking my teeth in my skin, did it again

Cannot be trusted with pens

My penance repent for the sins i regret

The innocence ending, im sent to protect

Do you hear me now? do you feel me now?

Knock the ceiling down

I been on a mission, will they ever listen?

Suicide's not in mind but the letters written

Man, survivors guilt, fuck the pride i built

I'm knighted, im blinded behind a shield

My feet are a whisper, i shiver out shelter

I'm not a role model, can't even help her

Time might bend but it never ends

And im severing all my lesser limbs

I won't bleed when i do it, cuz i need improvement

They ruin illusion, im losing my human

Nature, making incisions on paper

Don't communicate the danger im in

The stranger within is plaguing me, overtaking me

He locked in a chamber again

Drifting in this water

I can't swim much longer

Alleviate the guilt and now i'm floating like the father

Climbed your mountain, at the summit (summit)

Blink twice i might plummet

What does that mean, i am acting off the caffeine

Acting off the caffeine

I'm a somber song bird

You might never see me coming back

(Lets go)

You might never see me coming back

(Lets go)

You might never see me coming back

Used to think i had nothing to say differently

Then i went and turned my life to a trilogy

This is my story, my symphony, sent for me

I remember when i had my epiphany

This ain't a brand it's an industry

Producers approach me, i gave them no sympathy

This shit is heavy, i'm loaded and ready

And fuck all these rules let me rush till its empty

I'll never get that belt cuz i don't waste lines

While i make the better album at the same time

If i see that again imma punch him in the gut till he throwing up blood, no gang signs

I believe in me while you believe god

My destiny mine so i'm taking my shot

If i fail, it's on me, hold me accountable

Offer you faith, and my riches is bountiful

Drowning between suffering and success

Infinite drive and where none of its left

Mediocrity to greatness, savior to satanist

Loving my passion and hating it

Boyhood and manhood, can't keep it together

Between the past and then the mighty forever

Need to narrow my focus, aim at one objective

But my limbs are tethered in different directions

Drifting in this water

I can't swim much longer

Alleviate the guilt and now i'm floating like the father

Climbed your mountain, at the summit (summit)

Blink twice i might plummet

What does that mean, i am acting off the caffeine

Acting off the caffeine

I'm a somber song bird

You might never see me coming back