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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

I think I feel like I'm depressed

But not the teenage girl style

Nothing makes no sense

Yeah, I think this is the real deal

I just can't find my place

That's how I still feel

Common sense

Left me a long time ago

But Hold the door

I wanna go up, but I go down

It don't matter what I do

Any time I tried for something new

It was a failure

Pointless mediocre ill-behavior

Cause everything I have was just given to me

I didn't earn nothing, don't you lie to me

Like a spoiled little brat, I'm just bitchin'

Cryeing, please forgive me for the words that I'm rhymin'

Oh, I didn't mean to disturb, but I had to get it out cause it was

Eating me alive inside

Do you mind if I sit here for a second

I'm so tired of living, altho I gave it all my effort

I lied to my daddy and my momma too

Oh and my brother don't know me but I can't undo

The things that I've done

And I feel like I've gone too far this time

And now I have my gun in my hand and my head feels the cold and the dark it goes like a light-switch

My thoughts are gone

The wall is read, the pain is gone

Or not, it just passed on, that's why I don't do squat


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings


It's not about the money

It's not about the pain

It's an anger, a sickness

A cancer in the brain

You can say things like

Chin up man, what's the matter?

Try not to think so hard, things will get better

But it's just not like that, no

Its not a bad mood

A man could have everything

All he ever pursued

But those things are material

Won't ever be enough

And a sick man almost always turns to drugs

So this is why, when I die, I don't deserve no heaven

The thoughts inside me are just spoiled and rotten

Everything up there is just so good and so clean

The weight of my conscience is so bad and so mean

I wonder if I died, who would cry for me

Who would walk to my ashes, say goodbye to me

Who would bring me some flowers to my funeral

And who would think that my death is spectacular

Or maybe I'll just lie there alone and forgotten

Don't matter enough to be hated, but common sense

Might still be lurking around here somewhere

Cause something tells me I have no place up there

Anyway

Man, down I go, should have been down in the hot room years ago

Everything got worse as I grew bigger

Cause the thing I the most can be found in the mirror


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings


It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

For me tomorrow

It is what it is

And it's always been this way

We'll see what the future brings

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