My Adolescence Lyrics

I can't do this anymore

Can't hide like this

What if they knew

What if they knew who I really am

Things I am

Things I do

Hey

I'm like losing everything in my mind, feel I might

Need some therapy, but I ain't got the time

Would you wake up and notice me? I feel I'm losing the vine

But my friends say it's okay, cause it's your purpose divine

But am I losing mine? I mean, man, what am I

What if I'm just useless filler mixed in the sands of time

God, won't you answer me? I feel like you're just dancing free

And watching me in mockery What's up with this hypocrisy, huh

I mean, there's gotta be room for me in God's city

But I can't seem to reach him, it's like maybe he's forgotten me

God, have you forgotten me? Reach on out and talk to me, huh

I mean, just walk with me, huh? You know I'm down in grief

You watch them as they trod on me, man, I ain't need this ADD

This trainwreck of a life that I lead why don't you just put another on me

Cover up what these others might see, but I need lastin peace

Cause this is killing me, God make the villain leave

Can't do this anymore, I'm crying on the floor

God, hold me, hold me, hold me, God, hold me

Can't do this anymore, I'm crying on the floor

Only 17, know what I mean can't do this anymore, I'm crying on the floor

God, hold me

Nate, I made you before you even came to

Agreed that I could save you, it only took belief in me

But now you're back in the driving seat where I should be

Why'd you think even one second I'd leave you in the shame you let in

Go look back at the way you said it you do seek everlasting peace

But you ain't asked for just one piece

I would give you mountains

Drink free from this fountain my remedy is ready, see

I ain't ask for Pharisees, honestly, but I want you to walk with me

I mean, look at just talk to me

It's been so close to 40 weeks

And you ain't said hello to me before you even question me

Accused me of hypocrisy

Roll back the tape of your life

Who made you feel like, alright

I can conquer the world within my sight

In that moment I told you you're my child

Independent, you're ready to lash out

When you feel like you're ready to pass out

Who give you the breath when you black out

I knit you together before you knew weather or knew your name

They call me Messiah, but do not admire my other names

Nate, I'm healer, provider, Rafi and Jireh

I scoop you up and hold you tight I'm Abba I'm your father, I'm with you

I've been walking alone, I'm so tired and you probably hate me, Messiah

The way that I'm wired, Lord, isn't it true? I can't escape anything that I do

Why don't you replace me? You should just erase me

Cause I know I'm not the one I know I'm not the one who I'm supposed to be

Nate, I'm making you into the one I'm making you into the one I want you to be