Hesitations Lyrics

Yeah, four or five in the morning

Can't sleep, my mind focused

Dirt around me that I hate

Been gettin' drowned out with the potions

I am in the motions, I ain't even coastin

Foot to the floor, boards of the four door

And I'm hopin' hopelessness opens the door to me soon

Burnin' the fumes of happiness back in the booth

Cause rappin' is one of the ways I can escape

What do you want me to say

All of the pain in my way

I wish I could leave in the wake

Yeah, yeah, I'm great to your face

But lookin' up, up and away

Cause lyin' what makes the pay cut

All for the pay stub

I don't give a what bout what they love, nah

Tryna get up out all the ways they limit

Progress, fightin' off thoughts for a livin

Fakin' the way, I'm ashamed of the image

God give grace for the kid in a minute

I ain't in the projects, I ain't in Venice

I'm just Nate livin' outskirts like a menace

I'ma answer what they can't serve

In the prison of your mind, all for a friend of mine

God give them all P-E-A-C-E

Livin' in a way that we recognize

We be freed by grace

Servin' and bass nine, eight

Seven days a week

It's meant to be a masterpiece like Aging cheese

Take a little bit of time for it's ready to eat

But your lyric palette ain't always about it

Words been heavy, they sit in y'all stomach like that

I've been goin' through

Pain, I hesitate and you

Don't see it, I've been in a mood

There are things that I could do

Been goin' through hesitation

I'm livin' my limitations

Are these procrastinations

Perfection, why indignation

Settin' in on my mind

Feel like I'm losin' my time

Is anyone gonna be lookin' at Nate when the time comes

Been goin' through

If I'm bein' honest, yeah, this is just what I wanted

Writin' stuff and you want it

They holdin' me closer to hope

As if I could reach it if I wanted

But now I hear all of them say they don't want it, such a distraction

All these apps for the artists

Felt like rap was the passion

Fact is, I'm havin' second thoughts about it

I can't walk around it, I can't talk about it

God, I'm overwhelmed and I

I just wanted an outlet

God gave rap and I felt it

Now I just wonder where help is

Now I got all of this hell man

Feelin' the weight of the helm and

I need a helmet

Throwin' stones about me

All these folks around me needin' hope

And now we built a culture that we hold on my higher

Folks that we see in desire position

I can't forget about mission

I need to make a decision

God, I've been rottin' in sin and

I need you forgivin'

Apology givin

But apathy livin' at times

I need a remedy for my mind

Do you have empathy

Could you be the one I need

Did you beat the enemy

I hate to be the one askin' these questions

Wakin' up and every day I've been tested

Travelin' up in my mind

Doublin' down, I'm on time

I don't do well with the mantras

Yo, I don't do this to taunt

Ya, I'm on to

Bigger, better things

You know what I mean

I don't feel a thing, nah

I've been goin' through

All these

Been goin' through

All these

Livin' my

Livin' my

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