Alter Ego Lyrics

If I buy it it better be push to start to turn a key would be a step back

Back then I was only beginner I had the sauce and was only pretending

Now I got it and I flaunt it on accident vocals got lower they loving the rasp in it

Now I'm asking what's happening I'm tapping in

I know that's when the maximum confidence builds up

Remember when making a song took a month? I forgot how to relax

Stuck in the studio stacking up just because I'm trying to get better at being me

The thought of finding peace is still a dream to me

As long as I'm alive it's not an obvious answer maybe I'll find that it's not what it seems to be

Shattered my hopes of a decent living when you ask how I'm doing I'll be specific

I need a Benz in all white so don't be surprised when you see me in it

You'll see me in it when you see me in it

Who you trying to be? I'm the spitting image if you close your eyes, you can see me winning

Close your eyes just picture more than I a split mind with a switched up

Goal of finding more life in a short time no surprise when I slowly drift off

Alter ego all for what? Off the wall my thoughts off the charts

And I often reload out of touch and I caught fire when I found a spark

Alter ego two sides of the same coin

Alter ego two minds in the same form

Yeah I'm fine this is par for the course

Alter ego this is what y'all came for

Placing problems from highest to least important teaching courses on scattered emotions

Happy for only a minute then I go back to my usual state of composure

Where nothing is real nothing can fill the void

Nothing matters I'm over it all I wish I'd just pick a side

Cause jumping the fence every second is feeling like torture

I write a song and I love it and hate it I hate to love it cause I know it's a start

I won't ever be satisfied and so I contemplate if I should tear it apart

And that's when it's back to the bed I sleep till I can't then recognize my mistakes

You would be shocked at the work that I did on the number of songs that I went and erased

Now it's no trace I double checked it every other entrance it's a new perspective

Should I talk about me or who I'm trying to be? Maybe I'm better off moving on quietly

That's what I tell myself when I'm alone everyone knows that it's out of control

That's why I question if change is imminent cause maybe I need to stop changing and live with it

Shattered my hopes of a decent living when you ask how I'm doing I'll be specific

I just been trying to be alright so don't be surprised if I need a minute

I need a minute I need a minute

Still unusual still delusional still there's no room for improvement to leave a witness

Close your eyes just picture more than I split mind with a switched up

Goal of finding more life in a short time no surprise when I slowly drift off

Alter Ego all for what? Off the wall

My thoughts off the charts and I often reload out of touch and I caught fire when I found a spark

Close your eyes just picture more than I a split mind with a switched up

Goal of finding more life in a short time no surprise when I slowly drift off

Alter Ego all for what? Off the wall

My thoughts off the charts and I often reload out of touch and I caught fire when I found a spark

Alter Ego two sides of the same coin

Alter Ego two minds in the same form yeah I'm fine

This is par for the course Alter Ego this is what y'all came for