Honesty Lyrics

I waited too long for a text back, so guess what

This is what I get for messing up, I'm checking up

Back where I started in the first place, want you in the worst way

Hate to say it's only me instead of us

Pulling all the stops and the heart strings

You know what I want most, I was in a real bad place when I met you

Never would've left you I don't have feelings for anybody except you

Let's move closer to agreement

You're holding on to something that your ex gave

This is a chess game and I'm in checkmate

If I don't say the right words to impress you

Probably tell you something cliche like you're so special

But you're so extra and I'm so exceptional

I'm a professional at righting my wrongs

I'm riding along

I'm right on the line

Balancing I was never right and I was right all along

I feel like I've been

Standing on the ledge and I'm losing my mind, losing my mind

I took all the steps to get you out of my life, out of my life

I just want a moment of silence

I just hope I come out alive

I just want a moment of silence

Wake up in a sweat in the middle of the night

I'm drifting further from middle ground

My intuition fails to compute, so I put it on mute

My guilty conscience fills me with nonsense

It ruined my confidence now I'm working overtime to accomplish what was guaranteed to me at one point

My mood feels like it's determined by a flip of a coin

If I took it all out on you, I'm sorry

Cupid never was a marksman

Far from a perfect impersonation of someone you deserve

The information I'm working with is difficult to learn

It's a pill I gotta swallow that'll give me the cure

Cursing a past I can't change

Regretting my past ways

Amazed at what you could've done without me but you chose me over your own self

Reality sets in when I stare at my reflection

The nightmare I perfected

I've been standing on the ledge and I'm losing my mind, losing my mind

I took all the steps to get you out of my life, out of my life

I just want a moment of silence

I just hope I come out alive

I just want a moment of silence

Wake up in a sweat in the middle of the night