CHRONICLE Lyrics

As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud

All I do is wander there are constant bouts

I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm

But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought

As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud

All I do is wander there are constant bouts

I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm

But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought

Growing up little kid man I was innocent

Living life was simple then school sports and then my friends

Didn't think much of stuff since I was just having fun with it

Till one day I got hit my brain it suffered a concussion and

I was left there questioning sitting in my room

Dwelling in the darkness my development was screwed

Character was tested while I settled in for two whole months

Inside myself I wondered what makes sense where's proof?

My story arc was set up from there man I would solely start

Questioning the simple things of life like why should I embark

On a journey to success when even if I hit the mark

It won't fulfill me it would only give me fun just for a lark

Imminent was the overthinking which it did commence

Crippling any action that was meant for an intent

Influence changing my perception so spontaneous

It's crazy this is how it all started taking baby steps

As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud

All I do is wander there are constant bouts

I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm

But I doubt that I'll ever get out this drought

I now go quick going through the motions

Hoping I lose focus so I no longer sit hopeless

Wonder about my spirit driven purpose where I'll go if

I travel on the road that is narrow hope I don't slip

But I won't if I just take a step back

But I can't because I am not fulfilled where I'm at

Gotta keep it moving forward ya I know I'll get attacked

But it's worth it in the end if I possess what I lack

Ya life seem dry

But I cannot deny the light in the truth when revealed to these eyes

Sometimes I wish that I could not see why?

Because there would be no responsibility

On the surface seems like that'd be amazing

But the truth is it'd be bleak

Man I still cannot even believe just how insanely

Sheerly empty pedalling off's been leaving me

It is severely costing me and the evidence is manifested in me

Extremely clearly proof's in the pudding when I lose my footing

Deliberately because I am looking

I ask for delivery from evil and yet I am stooping down to it's level

Deserve a medal my souls unsettled

As of late I ponder ya my thoughts get loud

All I do is wander there are constant bouts

I just want the answers for the "lost in" realm

But I doubt that I'll ever get out

Seems that a couple splashes I've made have become distractions

Detracting me away from the path I ought to take hope I haven't

Come even half of the way

To leading a pack of tamed Sheep either backward or stray

Attacked like a prey of Satan's a hazard don't play cuz after the game

You're actually at bay trust I've calculated I'm a Jack of all trades

One day I got a task to embrace next day got a task that I have to erase

My smile fades I start break the cracks attain a grasp of faith

I pave my way grey dark in shade Brain Waves they changing as of late

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