LABYRINTH Lyrics

Lying in my bed, but I can't rest with eyes wide open

Ya, every problem stuck inside of me is self inflicted

And I could let 'em all go in the blink of an instant

All it takes is a simple, quick decision

But that's difficult when shame degrades your faith toward your own existence

Maybe I'm overthinking

That's what I'm told by everybody that I talk to

Maybe I should close my mind completely

But that's not realistic, is it?

I just listen, make an inference

That my life could be done in with if I grimace

I was told to keep an open mind but just know when to close it

Now sometimes I question my discernment, have I left it open?

Am I sulking in my brokenness so much so, I've imposed it

On my soul without consulting the Holy Ghost

I've molded all my thoughts into a ladder, woven pain into a braid

Rope my lyrics thread by thread, it helps tie up my mistakes

Every track is but a step to climb away, up out the maze

Maybe music is the way I can escape

Lying in my bed, but I can't rest with eyes wide open

The room is dim and it's closing in

A labyrinth is on the ceiling

The room is dim, it's closing in

A labyrinth is on the ceiling

Can't see above the hedges, I must be lost, I haven't

Found a way out yet, a map directing straight to Heaven

But wait I have it's been living in my soul forever

Embedded in my spirit, written on my walls, I never

Took a second to consistently listen

I guess my pride said I had to find my own way out of this prison

But now I question the existence of this in depth labyrinth

Is it even what I think it is or just my subconscious twisting

What I've not implemented in my life to paint an image

Or to depict the inconsistencies that I struggle with

Or to illicit what I've hidden, hindering God's gift

Maybe this labyrinth is just the mirror that I'm looking in

And by a birds eye view it means that all my barriers will cease

The walls fall down now I can see this maze was not reality

Still I've been lying in my bed

But I can't rest with eyes wide open

The room is dim and it's closing in

A labyrinth is on the ceiling

Lying in my bed, but I can't rest with eyes wide open

The room is dim, it's closing in

But where's the labyrinth on the ceiling?