wet before it rains Lyrics

Falling back to my old ways

Want to break out of this cycle, break out of these chains

But I don't know who I'd be without them

Stockholm syndrome in my brain

Still walking with pain

You know what we doing you know it's our way

You're breaking me down and you're chasing your prey

Eating me up from inside of my brain

Feeling it pulse through my heart and my veins

What was you saying

Paid all the price for the mistakes that I'm making

Don't know if I'll ever be sane

Always be getting wet before it rains

The pain isn't new and it's staying

But that's why I'm racing

To the end of this life cause my bones are all breaking

Once again I'm alone with this pain

Why my demons the only ones who come to see me when it rains

Outside of the castle and it's crumbling into the planes

Sick and tired of playing games, sick and tired of playing games

She got blue eyes, tells me white lies, while I'm riding around just trying to get by

Painted red skies, looking at my feet, say you love me, baby, I can barely breath

And I'm smoked out with my heart on my sleeve, cause my demons speak to me

White pills and blood spilled, but you know that's the shit that sets you free

Watch the sunrise, but you've been to bed

Can't you dream, yeah you know it's in your head

Every day's looking fucking sinister, And my hopes dropping cause it's fucking cursed

Yeah I know it's bad, but it's getting worse

Close to giving up, but it's not the first

Pulling at the seam and I'm about to burst

Always watching, never seeing what your worth

Oooooh

Oooooh

Medicated like a fucking patient

I'm medicated like a fucking patient

I'm almost there, please Baby give me patience

It makes me me, but you know I fucking hate it

Yeah I'll face it, promise no complacence

And I've hated every day since

My tears flowing in the basement

I'm fucking flowing with self-hatred

Doing drugs just to numb where all the pain went

Play the victim take a statement, we can do it again

Can't change, won't change, I guess I'm stuck in my ways

I'm just hoping that we make it, just hoping that I make it

Just hoping that we make

I want to say we made it