Another Way Lyrics

Wishing I could find another way through this pain

Want to feel something else, I want to be sane

Dreams of putting a bullet through my brain

Spark a ciggy, catch a taxi in the rain

And I popped all those pills then collapsed i take the blame

Not my finest moment but i made it through it's a shame

Everyone forgot but on my heart is a stain

Moved away from my hometown yea i caught a plane

I don't wanna hear about it quick complains

And those pills almost killed me i guess they my greatest bane

But they took away my pain set me free from my chains

So i took them everyday, washed em down with champagne

Every zip i get im smoking on a different strain

Do it for my brothers and my mother dosent matter whats in the way

Everything starting to take its toll i feel the weight

I wanna work on this but wont beg you to stay