Relapsed ft. D'Arcy Lyrics

What the fuck happened

What the fuck

What the fuck happened I relapsed

Filling holes in my heart with pills until I collapse

Stop acting like my homie or you know me, you ain't know just where I'm at

When we were rocking shows you were out the back

Trying to smoke away this pain until I turn my lungs black

My liver getting weak four pills? get on track

But I keep looking back, can't let it go past

Because I'm stuck up in my ways and I guess I'll never change

And I've been lost in my head

Fixing the pain up with the meds

And I ain't mean to make you worry

I'll try not to end up dead

Just know I do this shit for real

Spending hundreds on the pills

Just to break another seal

Then run away from how I feel

Just moved away new day same pills

Same pain I try to kill

I lay awake at night so still

My mind stays racing feel so ill

Be what you need I know I will

But only when I'm off the pills

Cause at the moment you'd get chills

Just seeing me and my blood spilled

Oooh, You left me broken

Picking up the pieces ain't enough you chose this

Now I'm choking on my words because they unspoken

At the bottom you just watched me wallow in my lonesome

Had my hand wrapped around that bottle, I've succumb

I've done some things, seen some scenes, shit can't be undone

Pop a xan, fuck it pop three, yeah I'm just trying to get numb

How the fuck am I waking up mixing up all of these drugs

What the fuck happened I relapsed

Filling holes in my heart with pills till I collapse

Stop acting like my homie or you know me, you ain't know just where I'm at

When we were rocking shows you were out the back

Trying to smoke away this pain until I turn my lungs black

My liver getting weak four pills? get on track

But I keep looking back, can't let it go past

Because I'm stuck up in my ways and I guess I'll never change

And I've been lost in my head

Fixing the pain up with the meds

And I ain't mean to make you worry

I'll try not to end up dead

Just know I do this shit for real

Spending hundreds on the pills

Just to break another seal

Then run away from how I feel

Just moved away new day same pills

Same pain I try to kill

I lay awake at night so still

My mind stays racing feel so ill

Be what you need I know I will

But only when I'm off the pills

Cause at the moment you'd get chills

Just seeing me and my blood spilled

Promised they'd make me dead

I pop a handful I'm fine

Don't worry abouts in my head

I'll drown the downers with the wine

Don't act surprised when there's chalk on the line

You know I was battling demons, ran outta ammo, where was the sign

And they only show my Brodie love when he was bout to shine and that's wild

Saw them switching up on him while they were looking in his eyes 

Makes me question who I got when all I've got is a dime

Feels like everyone switched up on me and it broke my fucking spine

What the fuck happened I relapsed

Filling holes in my heart with pills until I collapse

Stop acting like my homie or you know me, you ain't know just where I'm at

When we were rocking shows you were out the back

Trying to smoke away this pain until I turn my lungs black

My liver getting weak four pills? get on track

But I keep looking back, can't let it go past

Because I'm stuck up in my ways and I guess I'll never chan