baby, I'm getting worse Lyrics

It's three AM

And I called you again

And I'm lost in my head

I don't know what to think

I just know

That I got to get it off my chest

I just got to tell you how I'm feeling so depressed

Go ahead and take a guess

I've been drinking every fucking night

My life's a mess

And I carry too much fucking regret

I couldn't come to kill myself

So I fill my cup instead

So I fill my cup instead

Fill my lungs with smoke

It's getting clouded in my head

Rainstorms in my heart

I'm bleeding black and red

You always left my texts on read

You even look the other way

When we lay up in our bed

Baby shut the door, I'm dead

I could feel it inside your heart

That you really didn't want to go

It took everything out of you to say

Fuck it, and let me go

I told you that I'd change

But every time I kept on getting worse

Now you're gone and I can't reach you

So I'm writing this fucking verse

It fucking hurts

I can't fill the void

I'm only getting worse

I became a small town drunk

Fucking up my liver, till it doesn't fucking work

I guess that it's my turn to hurt

I'm guilty as charged

I scarred you for life

And I carry that in my fucking heart

Baby, be ruthless

Make me feel your pain

Make it slow

Let me drown in the rain

This storm won't end

I'm going mentally insane

Lately, I haven't been okay

But I deserve to hurt

Baby, I'm so ashamed

Baby, I'm so ashamed

Pour me up another one

It's three AM

And I called you again

And I'm lost in my head

I don't know what to think

I just know

That I got to get it off my chest

I just got to tell you how I'm feeling so depressed

Go ahead and take a guess

I've been drinking every fucking night

My life's a mess

And I carry too much fucking regret

I couldn't come to kill myself

So I fill my cup instead