I don't wanna do this anymore... Lyrics

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I'm falling apart again

I get no rest at night

Heart beating, I'm alive, I'm never getting high

Cause I'm broken from the feeling that you left inside

My heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies

There's no excuse for my shitty behavior

Maybe you just fucking did yourself a favor

I'm a fuck up and I don't deserve you

Five years of every memory I'll never forget you

I don't blame you for leaving me alone

Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't blame you for leaving me alone

Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I'm going days without eating again

I'm broke and I'm barely getting out of my bed

I'm getting fucked up every chance that I get

Cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest

In my head it's always gonna be my fault

I'm closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about

It's so hard for me to say it out loud

But I am not okay and I don't see a way out

I don't blame you for leaving me alone

Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't blame you for leaving me alone

Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore

Leave me dead here on the floor

I don't wanna sleep in bed

Since you left me all alone

I feel your presence everywhere

Your voice is in the air

I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared