lifeless Lyrics

I've been feeling so lifeless

Even after everything

I just can't stand to fight it

The chemical imbalance

In my brain, it got me frightened

My will to live hanging by a string

Numb to my core and I cannot feel a fucking thing

Overthinking everything I do and everything I say

A creature of habit that's been lost up in it's old ways

Starting from the bottom again and again

Climbing to the top but I keep falling back down instead

It doesn't matter what I want to say

The words get lost in translation along the way

Trying to keep all the demons out by the bay

I said that I'd change but I'm still the same

I guess you can say that I'll always be the one to blame

Cause I always breakdown when I see your fuckin' face

The one good thing I let get away

Cause I couldn't stand to be the one thing you hate

Living life but I'm still feeling so lifeless

Cause I know that you left me to be with someone better

Now I'm out in Denver at least I got the better weather

Fuck I'm trying, at least I stopped writing you all those letters

Now I just write songs, bout anything that I remember

Try to clear the fog but my mind stuck in 2016 December

I've been feeling so lifeless

Even after everything

I just can't stand to fight it

The chemical imbalance

In my brain, it got me frightened

My will to live hanging by a string

Numb to my core and I cannot feel a fucking thing

Overthinking everything I do and everything I say

A creature of habit that's been lost up in it's old ways

Starting from the bottom again and again

Climbing to the top but I keep falling back down instead