PURPLE EYES Lyrics

Hold me down

I'm losing the grip on myself

Shaking like it's not even me

They say "Take a deep breath

When life scares you to death

Take your pills and remember the prayers"

I should've known I'd never understand

The way I'm tossed around from end to end

Never good enough for anyone

So tell me how can I ever be good enough for myself?

I just want to do the right thing

For once just do what's right for me

I'm sorry I have let you down

But I can't keep chasing your dreams

And I feel like

I've wasted my whole life

Trying to be someone I'm not

I never got the chance

Or time to find myself

And my room feels like a prison

That I cannot escape

I don't want to see dreams

I'm just trying to get some sleep

'Cause the thoughts inside my head are not stopping for a bit

The words we said

They left a trace

That's like a scar that can't be seen

And it keeps on itching

You know it just as well as me

'Cause when I lie here in my bed I keep on talking to myself

Screaming how I wasted all this time and made no use of it

What are you lying here for?

Get up and work

You're a fucking embarrassment

That gets nothing done

And I feel like

I've wasted my whole life

Trying to be someone I'm not

I never got the chance

Or time to find myself

And my room feels like a prison

That I cannot escape

You only get noticed when you disappear

I always keep looking for ways out of here

So go on with your life

Take nothing for granted

'Cause you never know when it's gonna end

And I feel like

I've wasted my whole life

Trying to be someone I'm not

I never got the chance

Or time to find myself

And my room feels like a prison

That I cannot escape

And my room feels like a prison

That I cannot escape

And my room feels like a prison

That I cannot escape