smoke Lyrics

Full of disdain

I wish to never go past the premises of your bed frame

A wry smile I catch a glimpse of, I don't complain

Picked a battle I had no way out of

Here I am again

Some things are still the same

And with the past crossed out

I bet it'd all feel different

To hear you laugh out loud

Would give it all some meaning

We pick each other's brains, exchange memories and they get so twisted

If I got lost in your dark, would you miss me?

I'm in second-hand smoke

Head to toe

I can't catch a fucking break

And when I think I'm alone

You're back knocking at my door

I Wish I could take your pain

Rid you of this heavy burden

I wake up every night

In cold sweat

I see a coffin in smoke

Let's take it back a year ago

Was it that great?

Crawling to the ceiling just to try get your head straight

Made a couple steps but you're stuck in the same place

Sitting watching re-runs of your favorite regrets

Intimidated by the responsibility

Don't want to let you down and the faith that you put in me

You don't want to go to someone with a clean slate

But I am not a doctor, just a friend who can relate

You already know what to do

I'm pleading you to listen and step into the room

I cannot guarantee it'll be over soon

But when you're ready, I'll still be here for you

In smoke

Head to toe

I can't catch a fucking break

And when I think I'm alone

You're back knocking at my door

I Wish I could take your pain

Rid you of this heavy burden

I wake up every night

In cold sweat

I see a coffin

In smoke

Remember, this is only temporary

You are the catalyst of change

And one could blame these woes on circumstance

But what you're really running from is yourself

Yourself

Running from yourself

Saw your reflection in the mirror

But it refused to look me in the eyes

I've never seen it any clearer

You need help so bad it makes me cry

Makes me cry

I'm in second-hand smoke

Head to toe

I can't catch a fucking break

And when I think I'm alone

You're back knocking at my door

Wish I could take your pain

Rid you of this heavy burden

I wake up every night

In cold sweat

I see a coffin

In smoke

In cold sweat

I see a coffin

In smoke

In cold sweat

I see a coffin

In smoke