doubt Lyrics

Been standing still like a broken clock

Killing time looking for the right words

I think I'm running out of metaphors

To say it doesn't seem to fucking work

Can't rid of the sour taste in my mouth

Discontent's been wearing me out

I've been told I lack in patience

I think I need to make some changes

(I'm full of poison

And I'm running out of air to breathe)

I can't take this anymore

I'm lying on the floor

I was so wrong about everything I've ever known

I used to be so sure

Not as much anymore

I failed the test

And now this doubt's all I've got left

Could've coped if it was one thing at a time

But it's been so long since I've had any peace of mind

Like everything conspired to fall apart at once

And I'm stuck in the middle of this and don't know where to start

And I'm not asking for your pity

'Cause all I need is just a bit of time

I've had a lot to fucking deal with

And it's been weighing on my mind

So much of "always there" has been replaced with "never"

Some died and some have bailed on me altogether

I can't take this anymore

I'm lying on the floor

I was so wrong about everything I've ever known

I used to be so sure

Not as much anymore

I failed the test

And now this doubt's all I've got left

Now tell me what's so hard to understand?

I'm losing fucking sense of who I am

I can't find any purpose in this pain

Or master any strength to start again

And everywhere I look there's a missing piece

No matter what, I'm always incomplete

I'm sick of running circles all my life

Can't put it into words but still I try

Lately, man, I gotta tell you, it has been exhausting

Waking up not having gone to sleep is like a whole thing

Try to push my buttons and you'll find yourself

Holding a kitchen knife and with someone's blood on your hands

Song after song I keep writing without getting better

Hoping still that I have it in me to keep it together

But if I am wrong maybe you can help and pass the letter

Wrote it just in case but these days you don't know what can happen

I can't take this anymore

I'm lying on the floor

I was so wrong about everything I've ever known

I used to be so sure

Not as much anymore

I failed the test

And now this doubt's all I've got left

I've got left

And now this doubt's all I've got left