enemies Lyrics

There's a sign on my door

Saying "don't disturb"

Yet you're knocking

Despair on my face

That I cannot tell you the cause of

Always pinching myself

To make sure I'm awake

'Til I'm all sore

And biting my tongue so hard that I'm numb

To whatever I'm dying to say

Trust me, I'm listening

To every piece of advice

You're trying to give me

Why don't you just leave me

Why can't you see I'm a waste of your time?

If you're looking to make enemies

Believe me, you found just the place

I guess you must love misery

For otherwise you'd stop chasing it

I don't mind

The sense of you transforming me

You're in my dreams when I'm asleep

Take your time

No matter when, I'll let you in

To fill the void inside of me

There's only so many times

That you can get cut

Until there's a scar

You can't cover up

Can't you tell I've had enough?

When I hold you in my arms

I hope you won't become another one

I wish for once I could feel like an open book

Like I've got nothing to hide to feel understood

'Cause when I look in the mirror I tell myself

"You know you wish you could've been somebody else"

I don't mind

The sense of you transforming me

You're in my dreams when I'm asleep

Take your time

No matter when, I'll let you in

To fill the void inside of me

I swear if I were dead

I'd still be rolling in my grave

From all these thoughts and fears of losing you

That keep on haunting me

I lie awake beside you

'Cause I don't wanna waste a second

I haven't slept for days

I lie and fear what might happen

I've ruined things I loved before

Beaten my heavy head against the door

That's why I hold you so dearly

You mean so much more than the world to me