PRAY4LIFE Lyrics

Life moves faster than that

You'll have to adjust your watch

I can not handle the weight of the blade

And it's slain, man it tears me apart

I can not be who they need me to be

So i hide behind all of my scars

I don't respond to the messages

If i feel like i can't give it my all

So i don't respond for days

Leaving them wondering what they did wrong

They must think that I'm a ghost

Really just wanna give most

Of my effort and time cuz i know you deserve it

But it is exhausting and i am left hurting

I can not suffer distraction

But when did my friends become one

Man i wonder what happened

My cousin needs someone to talk to

My homies tell me that "it feels like we lost you"

And what have i done

Pray for life

Sacred flutter

Pray for life

Sacred flutter, pray

Pray for life

Sacred flutter

Pray for life

Sacred flutter, pray

My relationship with music has changed

I don't feel how i once did

"If i ain't put in ten hours that day is a waste"

But in ways it is

Cuz i gotta put in the work if i deserve it

And otherwise all my ambition is burning

But forcing it out of me, sacrificing moment

This doesn't feel worth it

My blind dedication was lethal

I'm fearful I'm a burden to all of my people

Sacrificing life, disappointing friends

Sounds like i was just deceitful

To myself i thought that this was my life

And there was no other way to live it

I'm so misguided and just livid

I immolate memories, emulate pain that i have inflicted

I am alive but i am not living

I pray to the weather that i am forgiven

I'm leaving the walls of my home to find the life i am missing

Can anyone hear my transmission?

My numbers depleting, they don't want to listen

For once i don't care, man fuck that whole mission

I sacrificed success the moment i tasted it

Had one chance at this life and i have wasted it

Pray for life

Sacred flutter

Pray for life

Sacred flutter, pray

Pray for life

Sacred flutter

Pray for life

Sacred flutter, pray