False Encouragement (Interlude) Lyrics

See it's impossible for me to be confident and happy,

'Cause it's too easy to be encouraging to everyone that's not me,

And I fucking hate myself and you're ignorant if you can't see it,

'Cause I'm always wanting to lift everyone else up,

But when it comes to helping Jacob,

You might as well just call me Impossible,

Because helping me as a mission, is a mission that,

And I'm the one to tell you to give up on that,

But when you do, I fucking hate you,

Because while I'm building somebody else up,

I have no one to look up to,

Like a giant beanstalk when it reaches

Too high of a level, people tell me to revel,

I'm so "fucking sweet and handsome",

But if it wasn't for me initiating conversation,

Those two words are about as foreign as your makeup,

And that ain't made up,

Tell me one motherfucker that I've been trying to lift up,

And has the same 100% motherfucking exact feelings as I,

Cuz in my own battles that's the only person I can fight,

I'm sure this is about to go on deaf ears,

But just hear me out,

Look out for your friends if they're quiet,

Because when we're fighting our battles we're silent,

And I'd like to try to help others, but I have my own demons,

But I might as well embrace them,

Because the effort I see in them friends trying to help me unsuccessfully,

But it was opposite when I helped them,

Or maybe they lied to me and gave me false encouragement