Scars Lyrics

I've got my scars, see ain't nobody with you

I got the heart, tell me I got nothing to lose

You lift me up at first, then you held me down

Tired of the beating so I'll rise up now

Hands with my guard, defense on the prowl

Stand up tall and stand my ground

This man in the mirror, I just see the scars

When failure and defeat is all you are

Can't take the heat, walls close in now

I'll defeat myself, I just don't know how

I hate what I see, when I see myself

The person you might see just isn't who I wanna be

And who I wanna be is something I will never see, so maybe this is just thinking wishfully

Wishfully, but officially, I'm ending this cycle unconditionally

And if it revives beneficially, what if this demon revives, literally?

I'll do what it takes and I'll never stop, up until the day that I drop

Put this to my head and I'll pop off, I'll rise to the sky and I'll never fall off

Even if it means that I am gone, Here today and tomorrow I'm not

At least I'm prepared and ready to stop, seal the deal with this final send off

I've got my scars, see ain't nobody with you

I got the heart, tell me I got nothing to lose

You won't, baby, you can try leaving this place right now

I'm on top of the town, I got scars

I ain't got nothing to lose

So once and for all, bitch you will be stopped,

I got a family to feed and be here,

Just not, at this current hour and time but I'm gritting my teeth and been working fine

But time with myself is needed now, to conquer these demons they've been rolling loud

Kick them out and end them tonight, It's almost been one month since I've been clean, how?

I don't know how I did it, wow, but therapy has been my only way out

Dropped the pills and lost the knife, getting back on track and control of my life

And if you need proof then I'm standing here, you can kill your demons and face them fears

I still hate being in this mirror, but decided to survive and still be here

So if you're out there and can barely hold on, talk to someone, just keep holding on

Life is not a returned coupon, it's a race in time like a marathon

It's a joy in life moments off and on, like a light switch, flickered hope upon

Your smiles like a ray, brighter than the sun, that's enough reason to keep going on

I've got my scars, see ain't nobody with you

I got the heart, tell me I got nothing to lose

You won't, baby, you can try leaving this place right now

I'm on top of the town, I got scars

I ain't got nothing to lose

Roll now. I see the road now, this town is so loud, I'm on my own now

Roll now. I see the road now, this town is so loud, I'm on my own now

I've got my scars, see ain't nobody with you

I got the heart, tell me I got nothing to lose

You won't, baby, you can try leaving this place right now

I'm on top of the town, I got scars

I ain't got nothing to lose