Thoughts From The Underground 2 Lyrics

Yeah, back again

TFTU part 2, so, I figured I'd update you guys on my life a little bit

Turns out a lot of things have changed, or maybe nothing has

Shit, I don't even know anymore

So, I'ma do what I do best...

I don't know how to start this shit off

Became rebirthed, said I hate when I

See my reflection, look in the mirror and I hate what I see

And I also feel hurt, but gotta sustain my composure

When push comes to blows or shoves almost get thrown

Proportions overblown, unsafe on my throne

I just hope that I don't explode

As the piano gets cleaner, and my voice gets steeper, and my life gets steeper, my mental health is weaker

Tryna be a soldier, but I'm covered under this boulder

The years get shorter, but the days get colder

And I never thought I'd get here, but defied all the odds

Don't know how I escaped it, but they're starting to get even

Don't want to be killed for mistakes in my past, so here's a message to all, even if it is my last

But still, gotta sustain my composure

Don't want the pressure for me to fold over

I don't want to live, but don't want to die

The only way to fix this situation is between you and I

I don't even know, don't know where to go, don't know where to hide

Gotta maintain this masculine, with this mask within, so nobody asks why

And I'm safer not to cry, and I'll be closer to finally dying

And I don't know how, how to proceed

And I've been lost since my grandma had deceased

Don't know how to breathe, don't know how to bleed

'Cause the razor is sharp, but I ain't willing to cut it deep

And I lost my streak,

I was five years clean, and I did it all in the process of one week

So I'm having trouble being the strongest person for me

My friends, my family too, went back to therapy

It was long overdue, so it seemed kinda new

And I wish that I could go back when I wrote blue

The actions that I did, the words that I had said

I would go back if I could and then undo

Thoughts From The Underground