Testament Lyrics

Hiding from the present

Only certain people get it

I'd rather learn my lessons

All again then know the method

Cause why would I be glad

When I lost everything I had

I started working with my dad

Cause I was stuck in misdirection

I needed more correction

My life be in these sections

The pieces to the puzzle

But I don't know the impression

Maybe I make my selection

But I've been choosing weapons

Poking, prodding on my bod

I'm bleeding out creation

I'm an artist, only hardest

Only one that ain't departed

If I went to America

I'd have to be the pilot

I wanna make my way

Like I would have to make the plane

This be metaphor, I'm tryna say

Could do it any day

But you know in my mind

That I've been struggling to find

A reason why I should be flying

Out to make another life

I want you by my side

I want you in my sight

And if I'm being blunt

I want you wearing white

Like baby this a testament

I don't know who you're texting with

But I think that you're better off

With someone unknown

It can't be myself

Cause I be needing more help

And I've been feeling hella lost

Inside a place I call home

Like don't call my phone

Cause I know you're all alone

And if I had a say

I'd run forever in the cold

And till this very day

You've been the one that I adore

So if you really wanted more

Then I would have to be gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

Sent, on my way

Like the messages

I wanna send you every single day

I see you on your story

And I wanna say hey

But I always start recoiling

Till I'm tired and I lay

I listen to lo-fi

Imagine flying so high, ay

I ain't done nothing today

I gotta get a job

But what if that ain't what I want

I wanna make you all these songs

And maybe get a little pay for it

Enough to get me stable and

Enough to get you gleamed

Enough to help enabling

Attaining all your dreams

I love to be disabling

Your guard and get you weak

Above you I would never be

I think you be my peak

Got me struggling to speak

I think I need a drink

I think I need another glass

The vodka with the V

Reminiscing back at Brodie's

Got me drinking in the week

Before I started growing

Now I think I really see

Like baby this a testament

I don't know who you're texting with

But I think that you're better off

With someone unknown

It can't be myself

Cause I be needing more help

And I've been feeling hella lost

Inside a place I call home

Like don't call my phone

Cause I know you're all alone

And if I had a say

I'd run forever in the cold

And till this very day

You've been the one that I adore

So if you really wanted more

Then I would have to be gone

So I have to be

Like baby this a testament

I don't know who you're texting with

But I think that you're better off

With someone unknown

It can't be myself

Cause I be needing more help

And I've been feeling hella lost

Inside a place I call home

Like don't call my phone

Cause I know you're all alone

And if I had a say

I'd run forever in the cold

And till this very day

You've been the one that I adore

So if you really wanted more

Then I would have to be gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be

So I have to be

Gone

So I have to be