If I'd ever loved me (interlude) Lyrics

Thinking

If I'd ever love me

Would that make you love me

Would that make you love me

Stuck thinking, uh

Am I outta my mind

I know that time ticking, uh

And I know that it

Ain't never gonna pause

I been waiting for applause

But what if what I had done

Was wrong all along, uh

I can't think that

Cause if I wasn't right

Then why did we write

All our feelings in the night

The chance departs

The plans apart

Into pieces

Like our heart and soul

I knew it from the start

But didn't speak up

I ain't a speaker

I hide behind my petty lies

I tell myself to make me feel alright

Cause every time we'd link up

I would sink in further deeper

Into what if and might

A curse referred as foresight

I like your flaws

I sheathe my claws

I breathe your aura

Deep aurora

Inside my lungs

I feel a feeling

Think it stung

But what if this is what you all be on

A drug we calling love, ay yuh

Thinking

If I'd ever love me

Would that make you love me

Would that make you love me

Thinking

If I'd ever love me

Would that make you love me

Would that make you love me