Blonde Beams ft. Watkin & Zachary Rodrigues Lyrics

I've been falling for through the motions

You got me in emotions

You got me feeling so sick

Hopeless

I know you'll never know this

But you're the first that opened

My heart to all the love

But now I'm feeling down baby, yeah

Like I'm lost and never found, lately, yeah

Ain't never sleeping sound, maybe, yeah

You always wake me up

The thought of your touch

I didn't get enough

When I needed it most

So now I'm feeling fucked

In my head and in my notes

I'm writing out my love

To nobody, on my own

I'm so alone

I finna sell my soul

Why can't I just ever be

Yours, I fucked up everything

And now I can't ever see your face

My heart full of hate

Like I'm staring at blonde beams

Got me frozen I can't see

So I ruin my chances again

Don't want it to end

Don't want it to end

Why can't we send

All of those letters like when we were friends

It started with you

And now I'm alone

Even our wedding i gotta postpone

I wasn't enough

I'm blinded you see

Could've been better a reality

Yeah that shit has sailed

To make amends

Weight on my chest I don't want it to end

But now I'm feeling down baby, yeah

Like I'm lost and never found, lately, yeah

Ain't never sleeping sound, maybe, yeah

You always wake me up

The thought of your touch

I didn't get enough

When I needed it most

So now I'm feeling fucked

In my head and in my notes

I'm writing out my love

To nobody, on my own

I'm so alone

I finna sell my soul

Why can't I just ever be

Yours, I fucked up everything

And now I can't ever see your face

My heart full of hate

Like I'm staring at blonde beams

Got me frozen I can't see

So I ruin my chances again

Don't want it to end