I'm Sorry...For Everything...

This letter might be incredibly ill-advised, but I think necessary, as I've been a miserable wreck since the weekend

I spent most of Sunday sobbing on the bathroom floor in my apartment, and I couldn't even go to work on Monday because I was just so depressed

You know, throughout our relationship, I always got the sense that I was more into you than you were into me, but I don't think it hit me how much I cared about you until after we broke it off.

I'm trying to move on, but I think before I can, I need to say this.

I'm sorry

I've heard so many times from so many people that the scars on your heart make the skin tougher and harder to break

They say that like it's a good thing, but I don't think it is

The fact is, deep wounds will still cut no matter how tough the skin is, and all the scars I've gained before have just made me more guarded of my own heart, even in my own detriment

You told me time and time again that all you wanted was for me to open up more