i don't wanna be alone... Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go

I've never felt worse than I do But for some reason I feel like nothing has changed

I know that I was hurting you but I still couldn't get myself out of my brain

Now I fucking hate

When I see my face

And I know it's all coming back to me

Even the greats have made their mistakes

But I think it's me that's attacking me

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go

I'm breaking to and I hope you don't need me to fix everything you've been going through

I know it's selfish but I fucking hate me and I don't know what imma fucking do

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go

Late in the night and I feel my own skin on my bone and it's like an addiction

I can't stand the dark lonely nights cause it always just feels like my life is a fiction

I haven't felt real in some months and I honestly couldn't just give a description

Of how it feels to be in touch with reality, my body feels like a prison

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go

I don't wanna be alone in my skin

I don't wanna be alive when this ends

I don't wanna feel at all

So tell me I'm allowed to go