Screaming For Help Lyrics

I been losing my shit

I been screaming for help

But when they offer it I go and cry by myself

I lost myself for a bit

I need to work on my health

I gave up searching for him

I know I'll die by myself

So what's the point of even building up relationships with those who just might leave

There's never time for me to heal enough, I hate this shit dried tears upon my cheek

I'm back to harming myself

I thought I beat the addiction

But fuck it, I couldn't help myself and I fucking missed it

I know I'm going to hell cause everyday I spend living I feel the devil himself and I've been pushed to my limit

Swear I can't take it all

And when I break I fall

I fucking hate myself

I watch my brain dissolve

I need some space is all

And now I face the wall

But you could never tell

Cause I just faked it all

It feels like everything's over

And all that we built Is now a vacant enclosure of the love that we killed

It's getting hard to tell what's real and I'm losing it

It's hard to tell you how I feel when I'm used to this

I been losing my shit

I been screaming for help

But when they offer it I go and cry by myself

I lost myself for a bit

I need to work on my health

I gave up searching for him

I know I'll die by myself

So what's the point of even building up relationships with those who just might leave

There's never time for me to heal enough I hate this shit dried tears upon my cheek