Salutations Lyrics

Hi

Why do I feel this way

I just wanna be okay

But somehow I am not

And I have already laid the plot

I have been doing so well

Now I feel like I'm back in hell

Turmoil on the inside of me

How do I escape that

I don't know

What should I be

What should I do

I don't know which way to turn

I feel like I'm just screwed

I guess I'll just see it out

See myself out of the situation

But what the fuck is that even

Don't know what to call it

Or what to believe in

Maintaining my vision

Proceed with precision

Always inside of me

It is always there

Yeah and unfortunately I do actually care

Try not to worry much

But it is just my luck

Turns out I give a fuck

I don't know what to do about that

Because I'm caring a lot

And I'm like splat all over the floor

Oh god I want more

I really want more

I want way more than I ever have had before

What the fuck is coming up on the horizon

Oh look I can see

All of my dreams coming true

But can't feel it inside of me

I feel like I'm dying

I don't want to feel like this

It's like I'm crying on the inside

But no tears will come out of me

I feel so lost and now seems I am doubting me

Even though there's so many things I have the power to do

I am not doing a thing or two

I'm just sitting on millions

Which one do I pursue

I don't know where to start

I thought that I had grew

But apparently I haven't

I'm not fully utilizing my talent

All I can do is make music

And everything else is just sitting there completely unused

I don't know where to go

I have been overtaken by anxiety

My depression keeps on coming around to me

I always think that I'm better

But then I just sink again

Fake it til you make it as they say

So I guess I will just pretend

What the fuck

I need to be authentic so I can be myself again

But I am putting on fronts

Telling myself I'm okay

But I'm not

I really feel like shit

Like I am stuck

I need to get it together

My creative flow is endless

Yeah I'm clever

Now it just seems they have turned off the lever

And I will just weather the storm now

Been cut at the throat

Like I am dying

But that's not all she wrote

So I keep trying

I'm striving and striving and striving

But I am driving myself into a state of insanity

What do you want from me

I know just what I want

There's no compromising with me

My expectations are far too high of me

I cannot possibly meet them

And so I continuously let myself down

In isolation on lockdown

Antisocial as fuck

With eyes that act like a stun gun

They will knock you down

Do not look in my eyes

Do not look at me

Don't fucking look at me bitch

Yeah you know the sitch

Do not ever look into my eyes

And don't fucking touch me

If you are wise

Thinking I'm interested

Telling yourself lies